dying.

im actually dying to check out the new thai pub near my school -.-

ok, anyways, i couldnt register my modules ): i mean, i couldnt log in to register.. wonder why. try again tml or later.
and maybe, i have been playing too much during the holidays, all of the sudden i really really start thinking hard about my fyp stuffs already.. hmm, prob will start a little mock up stuffs after christmas.

i got really excited about the new house. though it’s not really new, we bought it third-hand. it’s even older than my current place. but i just couldnt resist moving into it!! it’s gonna be so damn nice.

oh, got really pissed off by mr.yuen and his friends cause they didnt confirm with me who’s going or not. and i sent them a msg which sounded kinda rude. haha, i thought i was going to make a bad reputation of myself already. but they understanding (:

& right now im waiting, for mr yuen to end work and msg me. ):

**i have green nails now. pretty :D

results ):

i received my results yesterday and it’s bad la. even though my mother told me it’s quite good, nvm blah blah..
I JUST FEEL THE RESULTS ARE SO WEIRD!!

i got F for art scene music. like wtf -.- i didnt even take that course..
i got E for metalsmithing??? i dont understand but heck
D for drawing and guitar.. when teachers told me my drawing’s quite good and i improved alot. and when my guitar teacher said i was very good.
C for sudio consultation I (expected) and theory. wow, i must thanked god for getting C in theory! we got like 14 lessons in total and i went for only 4-5 lessons? and the required words for essay writing is 2000 and i only wrote 1200..
and B for sculpture. SO AMAZING EH?! i thought teachers didn’t like my sculpture works. they kept criticizing like it’s too simple and stuffs.

i dont have any As. ): and i really dont know what’s going on. somehow i felt that i got a wrong result slip..
my father said my results very colourful. i got all grades except an A.. LOL!

whatever.
and as for my big dreams.. hais, i guess i need to earn enough to afford my expenditure first before anything else.. i should just stop looking at online websites. especially taiwan websites ): ): ):

& finally, something to be happy about.
happy 11th month mr.yuen
i love you (:

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christmas spree ):

christmas again again again. i went to taiwan webbies to online shop again. i saw so many cute christmas cosplays. I WANT I WANT ):

oh and i think i seriously need a new bag.. a smaller one that is more convenient for me to bring out.
im starting to get excited over celebrating christmas together with mr.yuen and his friends. hopefully nothing goes wrong on that day. another late night out..
finished a billiard session at occ around 1am before he ride me home. & i went kbox (again) with sammy at kallang. new system, which is kinda complicated -.- and i didnt know kstudent is so cheap~ had dinner twice. very light. sushi with sammy then prata with mr.yuen after that.

im tired but i cant fall asleep. and my right eye feels like it’s swollen and blue-black ):
pray hard that i can adjust my body clock right again.

triple expo

ok, been really long since i updated something about my life or whatsoever. been pretty excited these two days and i just cant fall asleep. even though i really want to. i wanna have the ’sleep early wake up early’ habit..

anyways, i’ve been visiting expo quite often recently. 3 times in 2 weeks! i went to the kitty lab last week and really enjoyed myself. though it’s kinda a waste of money but still, all those stuffs inside are super cute!
and i went to SIAF (Singapore International Art Fair). at least i did something related to art during my holidays.
and then i went to the design homes (dont know what the fair’s call). I SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS! cause my parents finally decided to move to the house they bought at yishun!! :D ok i wonder if i ever mention this in my blog, but yea, my parents bought another house at yishun.. im excited cause even though we’re downgrading but that house it really beautiful (it’s empty now, beautiful as in i can imagine it after the renovation and stuffs), and big compared to my current one.. and i dont have to share a room with a maid. i can have the whole room to myself, and the room’s big enough to put a queen size bed, big big wardrobe, including an easel :D :D im super excited now,
and im still not sleepy ):

christmas seasons~

yays! my blog is snowing again :D
& im still waiting for my girlfriend to upload our photos in facebook):

oh yea, i went to eat billy bombers with mr.yuen today (: it was really nice. the food, the atmosphere, the attitude and the service.
i’ve been wanting to take a break during this holiday before i start school and chiong fyp. but it seems like there’s too much things to do. i dont even have time to rot. and i went out quite often recently with different cliques of friends. caught new moon today and mulan a few days ago. & i’ve attended multiple kbox sessions..

im so looking forward to christmas now (:

i bought new heels today! i help mr.yuen picked a very very nice vest for saturday wedding dinner. and i did pedicure today! :D

& i still rem 1 year ago, thanksgiving and my birthday were spent in newyork. i miss the chilling weather, the hostel, the subway station, the hot chicken giro, the chocolates, the exhibitions and museums,
i wasnt looking forward to a huge celebration for my birthday this year. just a mini one with, different cliques of friends. and family (:

oh yea, i almost forgot. exams are over last week, and i think it was alright..
you can go here [http://huiyan.onsugar.com/galleries] to view my artworks.
anyways, i was just trying out this website and decided to make my own “gallery” sort of things. so, bye (:

i miss you so, ):
3 hours 20 minutes ago you left.
and 5 days plus a few more hours before you come back

your absent makes my mind wander even further.

leaving.

no point saying all my sorrows here.
no point sharing all my happiness here.

because no one truly cares.

school is dumb.

there i am feeling so so so guilty about skipping school for a week and stuffs. then here i am (finally in school after 1 week of absent), sitting at a corner of the studio, in front of my computer, slacking my life away. where the fuck is everybody? there’s like lesser than 10 people in the studio i guess im not the only one who doesnt care about this fucking school anymore. but i think im the only one who missed the deadline of our stupid essay and report for the rm theory thing. damn, gonna email him an excuse together with my essay. the requirement is 1500 words. but i only have 1100++ words. enough? i really dont know what else i can write. it’s all bullshit.

now i have to complete my 200 words report, email him and im done with rm theory, totally. then i have metalsmithing assessment today and im done with metalsmithing! yays, 2 modules will be down today. guitar will be over next wednesday. sculpture and drawing left. i wish i wish i wish i can complete everything about rm drawing this week. pls let me be more hardworking (: